Sometimes people dont show the respect that should be shown to others online, and yes the people on the other side of that computer screen are real. The emotions are real, the pain is real, the love is real, and the sadness is real. Sometimes W/we say things to other that W/we do not mean and W/we hurt them badly, i know i have and i am sure others have too.in all honesty more than half the people on here will say they care, and they really dont. this one doesnt look for anyone to change, they are who T/they are, just like me. take me or leave me, take them or leave them and move on.Are honourable intentions a thing of the past.?..is respect now the joke of D/s....are all the games played by people here just the natural order,the way of life? And why? Weren't Y/you taught better? Is it a lack of maturity or training or something all together different? Don't  people realize that even tho this is chat the emotions are as real as the ones you feel daily in your life offline? I for one simply do not understand why this is happening . Please P/people take a minute and think....these are real people here and even if someone has no life outside chat that doesnt make them any less a human being,entitled to the same courtesy you would give someone you know until such time as they prove they dont deserve it. And there are those here that search for someone to fill a gap in their lives...a need or want,and these people are also entitled to be respected till they show otherwise. And kiddiess,honesty is important...plain old up front honesty...instead of the back stabbing and usery thats been ever present and growing by leaps and bounds. I know a lot of people in the rooms dont care,and I also knonw theres a lot that do....and theres a lot that deserve respect and those that dont......however the belligerent attitudes need to stop...the backstabbing and infighting shouldnt happen here. And the lying about intent,and the feelings and all needs to be open...completely open....its gotta stop kids or we will tear ourselves and the online community apart.....ok enough...this rant is over this one will stop talking, she has said too much already. tip toes out the door and runs like the wind buh bye A/all

If I never see Your face again
I won't be sad Master
Cause I will always
Remember what W/we had
We had love

Nobody will ever love
Quite like W/we loved
No one will ever know

If I Never See Your Face Again
Nobody could ever take away
The love W/we made today
Nobody

So if it's down to the bottom line
If it's a question of love
Fading with time
I don't need to see ya'
To love You

If I never see Your face again
I won't be sad Master
Cause I will always
Remember what W/we had
We had love
Oooh,did W/we have love......

If I never see Your face again
I won't be sad Master
Cause I will always
Remember what W/we had
You had me
And I had You ...

The Four Joys of a Slave are: to serve, to obey, to honor, and to protect, her Master....

The four joys describe the essence of a slave's devotion to her Master. That is why they are called "joys" and not "duties."
For a true slave, performing these tasks each and every day is her primary means of pleasing her Master -- thereby pleasing herself. More than anything else, performing the four joys will lead a slave to true, lasting, complete happiness and contentment.
Notice that the four joys do not include "to love." A slave is not expected or required to love her Master; but in time if she practices the four joys fully and completely, she probably will grow to love her Master deeply forever.

To Serve.....
To serve means that a slave will always anticipate her Master's needs, wants, and commands prior to His communicating them; then, satisfying these fully before He asks or commands. The key concept here is that the slave actively ANTICIPATES. She learns His subtle, often non-verbal, preferences and desires.
She also looks after what she believes is best for her Master's welfare and comfort. Serving may be as simple as watching that her Master's glass is never empty at a party, or as difficult as welcoming another slave in their relationship.
To Obey........
To obey means that a slave will always execute all of her Master's commands and requests immediately and completely, to the best of her means and ability, even if she doesn't want to, without murmur or comment. A slave will never say no, or any similar word(s) or action(s) which may indicate refusal or possible non-cooperation.
If her Master gives her a command which she believes the Master might change if He knew some new information, she must give her Master that information completely and immediately, even if it may hurt her. However, once the Master considers this information and re-requests that the command be carried out anyway, she may only ask questions as to the hows.
Giving "input" and asking questions should NEVER be used to delay complying with her Master's wishes.
To Honor..........
To honor means that a slave will always treat her Master honorably in all her words, thoughts, and deeds. Most of all, a Master/slave relationship is based on honor, not on force.
Honor and lack of force are the primary reasons why a M/s is SO powerful, emotionally intense, and develops such great depth. A slave is "on her honor" to be all and do all as she swore this in her Oath of Fealty.
A Master should never have to "check up" on his slave to see if she has complied with his commands. I NEVER will. If I feel a need to check up on a slave, the relationship is kaput anyway.
An honest mistake, such as forgetting as long as it doesn't happen often and does not suggest a pattern, will be dealt with in a supportive, nurturing way; however, intentional dishonor or disobedience ends the relationship.
A key example of a slave "honoring" her Master involves always telling the truth. Telling the truth includes telling ALL the truth, including any information, which the slave thinks may be relevant and may affect the Master's decision(s). A slave must ALWAYS tell the truth, particularly when the truth may cause her to be punished or be hurt.
If a slave should be punished, she should suggest an appropriate punishment (one which will correct her errant behavior from re-occurring, not just to get "even"). A slave also should automatically get the toy, which the master will need to punish her, a crop or paddle, if this is appropriate.

Punishment should always be considered a great gift from her Master as His punishment will help correct her misbehavior and help her to serve her Master better in the future.
To Protect
To protect means that a slave will always shield her Master from all damage, either from words, deeds, people, or things. She will do all in her power, except disobedience, to deflect or absorb damaging events, things, anything, which could hurt her Master physically, mentally, or emotionally.
To protect her Master also means to always give him wise advice (wise counsel) of what she believes is best for Him -- without thinking about how this advice may affect herself or her relationship with her Master.
Bye....Master Petruchio

Was another murder yesterday,a 20 year guy sittin in his car some one tryed to rob him.I got up at 2 it happen at 1:25 am,cops had the whole road blocked off and taped off.Its just a shame police around here dont do more to stop all these kids from sellin dope,and robbing people.Lots has been going on around here but cops never catch them or find the dope and guns,they done got rid of them before they get here.

Man killed while sitting in car on XXXXXX Street in Flint by Dana DeFever | The Flint Journal Wednesday July 30, 2008, 4:52 PM FLINT, Michigan -- A 20-year-old man died Wednesday morning after he was shot. Daniel Alan Thompson, 20, was shot in the upper torso about 1:25 a.m. Wednesday morning on XXXXXX Street south of Pierson Road. Sgt. Mitch Brown said Thompson was inside a vehicle when he was shot. One other occupant was in the vehicle with him, he said. Thompson was taken to Hurley Medical Center, where he later died. Brown said Thompson is originally from the Grand Rapids area, but was living in the Flint area. Police believe the incident could of have been a possible robbery attempt. Flint Police are still looking for suspects. Anyone with information about the shooting should call Brown at 237-6910 or Crime Stoppers at (800) 422-JAIL

i blocked out my street dont need any one knowing where i am.

greetings A/all.

just here to drop a few lines ,yes im around sometimes mostly in the early morning.Desided im going to be happy no matter what, no ones going to bring me down,im going to please my self,ive got truely great friends and most is always there if i need them.Tired of watching people get hurt,over bs o/l. If Y/you going to be a player then dont collar any one. People have feelings behind the screen.But to please and pleasure another NO its never going to happen with me. See im honest with my self i know what i can and am willing to do,and its NOT to pleasure everyone on the net,or anyone i meet.And dont think for a min Y/your getting on my messenger list .I  need to know Y/you a long time and have to know what Y/your like,cus if its just sex Y/you better keep on moving on bye.As of right now im nothing,just another **** in chat.When i deside to go there even.mostly staying on desk top if im here,or go to games and play.But have been with my sister a lot,keeping busy.Were all redoing the back deck and pool area,So we will all be swiming a  lot.And i want to thank Loki and lia for their help,calming me back down hugssssssssssssssssss both tight.Havin a bit of a bad day today so getting ready to go outside.waiting for the doctor to send me the time im pose to have that test done,see about the imbalace sighs ,but hope it all works out in the end, take care A/all

greetings A/all.....

im not around much like i use to be,getting out and enjoying the great out doors,planting flowers,oooooooo my roses are in bloom big time,i have red ones and yellow ones,kids love to pick them and give them to everyone.Been to 3 of my cousins open houses,they all graduated this year, was a good time havent seen a lot of them since my mom died, so was nice to see everyone.Their talking about having a family reunion,im going when they have it.Last one was at a park,kids all went played on the playground,some even went fishing.my aunt , my moms youngest sister brought pictures of everyone when they was younger and babys.was surprized all my family was there.Second Open house was at my cousins house,boy have they moved up in the world,i new she moved but wow her house was on acres and acres of land, way back in the middle of no where.Bigggggggg house and attached garage,built in pool,pole barn,was niceeeeeeeeee, but then she works in the shop,thats the best payin job here in mi.He works for the water department,is high up there, was just nice to see everyone again after so long.The last open house i went to was for my cousin,who use to live across the street from me, they moved when it started gettin bad around here,my aunt goes over my sisters a lot,which is next door so i see her a lot yet.Been cold here for a few days,rain rain rain, yuckkkkkkkk........well i must be goin for now E/everyone take care,have a great thursday......

greetings A/all

i want to thank bliss for helping me yesterday figure out a few things in my multiply lol .my Master was on last night and  im always happy to see Him,kara and sabbi both was there for the first time in forever.He wanted me to have a another meeting with them both but i lost it smiles sweetly.Told Him He needs to they will listen to Him more then me even though im first girl.going to put the dance i was going to do for our annv which i never did get to do.

{hafiza}¤C¤§CG~fg~r: kneels upon the cool tiles,before my Master,bends down satin lips press to each boot,the burning desire with in burning bright,smiles as i know im His for six long years,He owns girls heart,mind and

 {hafiza}¤C¤§CG~fg~r: soul,her spirit,and her body,reaches back feeling the C etched in to my bottom,showing who owns girl,looks up to Him,smiling the want in her eyes,crawls towards the platform where i am to dance this

{hafiza}¤C¤§CG~fg~r: night, rising up,nods for the music to begin,with toes pointed,arms high in the air,head back,listens as the czehar,kalika and kaska all start blending in ,hips begin rolling side to side,arms doing a

{hafiza}¤C¤§CG~fg~r:dance of there own,the melody of desire forcing the slut to move faster and faster around the platform,swrilling around,sweat making her body glisten in the fire,she melts to the ground,legs splayed,

{hafiza}¤C¤§CG~fg~r: the chill of the cool tiles kissing her throbing nipples,a soft moan excapes her satin lips,long black tresses caressing her bronzed slave flesh,the lush curves of her hips start to move as she rises

{hafiza}¤C¤§CG~fg~r: up once more,moving in a figure eight,breast thrust out to Him wanting His tender touch,twrills around and round,she stands looking to Him,legs splayed,finger tips move up the inside of her wet thighs

{hafiza}¤C¤§CG~fg~r:showing Him what He owns,head back tips of two fingers slide in,rubbing her sweet wet treasure a moan excapes,her beast heart thunders,slowly with her other hand finger tips move slowly back and forth

  {hafiza}¤C¤§CG~fg~r: feeling the burning within,moving the finger tips higher up cupping her swollen hard breast,pinches the harden nipples,moaning out,bends and moans to her Masters unspoken words,full swollen breast

{hafiza}¤C¤§CG~fg~r: heave with her deep desire,her tender sex swollen with need for Him,her open hands caress her taut slave flesh,a tear runs down her satin cheeks as she looks to her Master,face unspoken,spreads legs 

  {hafiza}¤C¤§CG~fg~r:wider,the slave heat blossoms like the sunshine,glistening with a dew,pert nipples outlined by the flickering flames,the melody of desire forcing the slut to rise,twrilling  about,the music stiring 

{hafiza}¤C¤§CG~fg~r: her to please her Master,kneels down,with legs wide apart,crawls over before my Master with the want and desire in my dark brown eyes,kneels before Him,legs splayed,bends placing my tender soft satin

  {hafiza}¤C¤§CG~fg~r: lips to His boots,moans softly,with legs parted for His pleasure,arches my back,thrust swollen tender breast forward,she raises her crossed arms out to Him,she bows her head,submitting to her Master

{hafiza}¤C¤§CG~fg~r:acknowledging that He owns the slut,heart, mind and soul,her spirit and her hot wet body ,she rises upon her knees,spreads His legs wide,moving in placing a kiss to His manhood,lays my head upon it

{hafiza}¤C¤§CG~fg~r: and waits for His demand upon her.............

It is only a tiny rosebud,
A flower of God's design,
But I cannot unfold the petals
With these clumsy hands of mine.
- The secret of unfolding flowers
Is not known to such as I,
The flower God opens so sweetly,
In my hands would fade and die.
- I cannot unfold a rosebud,
This flower of God's design,
Then how can I have wisdom
To unfold this life of mine?
- So I'll trust Him for His leading
Each moment of every day
And I'll look to Him for His guidance
Each step of the pilgrim way.
- For the pathway that lies before me
My heavenly Father knows
I'll trust Him to unfold the moments
Just as He unfolds the rose.
~Anonymous.

love roses. The problem is, they have thorns. One day I was thinking of how a rose's thorns can hurt, but a rose is still a beautiful flower, and I also thought of how life can hurt but also is still great.

People don't hesitate to pick a rose despite the fact that the thorns can prick them, just as they should not be afraid to take risks because they might be hurt.